What to do? Do you e-mail him again? Sit and wait for him? Daydream about him and what you want to happen? Think about what would make him not e-mail you back or if some thing bad has happened to him? E-mail him and ask him to e-mail you back? Tell him that you cars about him and u don’t know how it happened but it has and you don’t want it to stop? What do you do about the pain in your heart over him? What would happen if he found a girl friend and she asked him not to talk to any more? What would you do then, if he didn’t want you any more? If those doses happen should you tell him that you may love him and it’s his personality that you love so much? Do you tell him that the way he cares and make you feel like its all going to be ok, that making you feel like that makes you love him? If he tells you that even if u think you love him it not real and them he tell you to forget him and never talk to him again what do u do then? Do you stop playing the game and stop talking on msn messenger? Do you give up that life that you have made for your self? Do you become the robot that you have always wanted to become? If you become the robot will your sister love you after all that or will she hate you? And after all this what do you do if he is just working a lot and you just miss him a lot? Do you tell him that you have been thinking of all this? Should you send this to him? Would he run away because this is all in your head and you had to get it out some how? Should you cry over all of this or just put it all aside and forget it and him? How can you forget him? How much has he done for you and you only had to ask one time/ You do know that NO man or woman would ever do that for you with out asking for money? Why dose you head have all these questions in it? Why do you lie to others and yourself know? Can’ you stop the lying? Do you want to stop? What do you do about this pain in your heart? You know if you e-mail him again he will tell you some thing to make you cry and you don’t want him to you, you do know that? Why are you doing all this in the first place? Is it because you don’t want to do some thing wrong? Do you really want to do some thing like that now? Do you really want others to see this? Are you hoping that others will care and that maybe some one will want you? Questions is if they do come out and tell you, will you like they or will he be on your mind and then next thing you get and e-mail of him tell you that it was work and he missed you too, then what do you do? Will you hurt this new person, what if he doses it again and you run back, what then? What happens when you fall for him? You hurt him and you feel like shit, then your sad and you tell him and he tells you that he doesn’t want you any more, the what? Why do you keep asking questions you have no answers to? The one question you should be asking is “Do you love him for real?” or is this all part of the game that you play because you have never really been loved your self? What is your answer to this? Is it “Yes” or is it “No”?